Monday, April 16, 2012 Y 8:48 PM
很久以前, 我认为爱就是爱, 爱可以cover很多东西.
越长越大以后, 才知道根本不是那回事.
爱情不是两个人的事, 而是两个家庭的事.
他的家人讨厌你, 你的家人讨厌他.
虽然很想对他们喊说: 我们的事, 关你屁事!!
然后呢, 得到的回应就是,
"有本事就离开这个家! 没有经济能力, 看面包重要还是爱情重要?!"
"我是你妈, 我生你出来, 你就要听我的. 不然就滚出去!"
"他能够养活你没有? 他连学历都没有!"
"我给你念大学, 怎么你连个脑袋都没有? 我白供你了!"
"我只是想要你专心读书, 考到好成绩, 以后可以轻松点."
正所谓, 硬的不能, 软的来.
如果不是我妈的反对, 明天我就可以高呼, "4周年快乐!"
如果不是我妈的反对, 我就可以光明正大的show甜蜜.
为我好, 是一回事,
不顾别人感受, 一意孤行, 又是另外一回事.
我原以为, 只要我考好我的试, 她开心地炫耀以后,
我就可以得到我所要得. 我太天真了吧.
我只是想要和自己喜欢的人在一起, 又不是杀人放火. 我过分了吗?
我只是和你心目中想要的女儿不一样罢了.
17 April 2008.
We started with a bloody bullshit message.
17 April 2009.
We celebrate through phone call.
17 April 2010.
We had a date with movie and shopping.
17 April 2011.
We were just outside and you gave me roses.
17 April 2012.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012 Y 6:56 PM
It's term break again.
6 weeks of studies gone. Hmm, let see.
1 sem (12 weeks) costs RM13,500.
13,500 / 2 = ????
OMG!! RM6750 *fly away*
Anyway, got distinctions and high distinction in the previous assignments and quiz respectively. :P
Pretty happy about it since I did not study very often. Hehehehe.
Last week was a disaster!
Starting from the last last Saturday to this last Friday.
Assignment due date, quiz, test, and following by group presentation.
We done it all by tears, sweats, and few nights of insomnia.
Uni has become our second home.
We spent at least 12 hours in uni. *not going anywhere else*
We actually think that...
THE LECTURERS SCHEDULE THEIR DUE DATES ON A SAME WEEK PURPOSELY!
Haih.
Cause of fame, I chose to be a Monash student.
Thus, I have almost become one of the treasure in China.
Went for "Qing Ming" today.
My uncle: 你读Monash对不对?
I: 唔.
My uncle: 哇, 做么走去读最贵的大学?
I: -.-'' 最贵咩?
My uncle: Sunway对面那间嘛. 很贵咯.
I: -_-''
My uncle: 以后我也要让我女儿读那边.
My father: 你的女儿进到才算啦. 以为那么容易进咩?! 里面那些学生的成绩全部都必须是一般以上的咯.
I: 其实读Monash很大压力的. 要很勤劳加一点点的小聪明才可以. 不然一定毕不了业.
My father: 听到没有? 你女儿可以没有?
I: -____________________________-
老爸啊, 不用在大厅广众这样讲人家女儿吧.
要炫耀也不用这样的.
''-,-''
Next week suppose to be the 4th anniversary (17th April).
I know we are suppose to be like what we used to be last time.
But, recently, when people asked me whether im single or...
I answered yes, im single without any hesitation.
I thought now I can do whatever I want without caring anybody's feeling.
I thought I would not get back to him.
I thought I can let go very easily.
I really thought that life's gonna be different from the past few years.
Actually what I thought, I can.
He is the one who can't let go and the one who wanted to separate.
Pretty awkward.
For one last time, really last time, do it his way.
One more single time I hear break up or whatsoever that equivalent, then it will definitely be..
THAT'S FUCKING ENOUGH. I'M OUT OF YOUR LIFE LIKE FOREVER.
当真爱宣告残缺,
骄傲的玫瑰成一片一片枯萎.
尽管你抱歉忏悔,
真心一旦坠跌就不能飞 .
别指望我谅解, 别指望我体会.
爱不是点头就能够挽回.
快乐或伤悲没什么分别.
心碎到终点会迎刃而解.
