SUPRISE~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahdui~ SH betul mereka..
Last time i said buy bikini for munn bufday~
But finally.. v dun hav buy lar ofcz..
Den.. now my jimui [ Miss Ang Sze Kee n Miss Wong Kah Mun ]
=.=''
Buy me underwear for bufday present...
WAT A SHOCK..??????!!!!!!!!!!!
Summore is c through n laces..
I can choose tim..
Gt 4 colour~!!!
WTF~
Wan me to wear n go out..??
DUN EVEN THINK ABT IT~!!!
Hahaha..



Hmmmmm~~~
WHERE IS MY INNERWEAR..???
I ady gt underwear.. so...where is it..??
Haha..

Qii~
Ur bufday not yet reach d..
Bkful ya..
I sure giv u double shock..
Hahaha...
XP..

SUPRISE~~!!!!!!

Keke..
Jz now woke up den saw dou 4 msgs..

The 1st 1 is my Dearest Gor - Aaron..
Woohoo~
So touch...
Gor u r the best..
Love u oso..
Muacksx..

The 2nd 1 is my Dearest Jimui - Qii..
Hehe..
Qii.. i noe ler..
I wil b brave..
Thx oo~~
Love u so much jimui~
Muacksx..

The 3rd 1 is Tuck Ming o..
U oso rmb wor..
Suprise + Touch..
Kaka..
Thx yaz.. Best frenz 4eva..

The 4th 1 is my primary skul frenz.. Suet Yi..
Woo~
She rmb wor..
Touching~~~~
Thx ya.. Best frenz 4eva..

Thx u all nia..
Realy giv dou me a gud mood gud bufday 2day..
But stil gt 1 msg.. I m stil waitin..
I m sure all of u noe lu..
Keke..
Wakao~
ARGH~~~!!!!!
SO DAMN TOUCH~~
Duno wan say wat liao..
@,#''
Ki siao ady~~
Wooo~~
Kaka..

Wakao~~
2day realy first time nia..
Well~
I gt pas up my essay book..
but end up giv teacher cal go out of d clas..
while those din finish stay in d clas..
[ ofcz is giv teacher scold til sot lar..inside d ppl ]
hmm..
Den.. Puan Rajeasvary cal us go staff room do our work 1st..
[ me..hui meng..chloe..fei wen..nicole..paggie..voon kwan..siao ping..n 2 indians gurls..]
oni 10 of us gt complete our essay..
den our benefit is..
V CAN STAY IN D AIR CONDITIONER ROOM FOR 2 LESSONS...!!!
quite gud actually..
hmmm.....
hope gt dis benefit again..
haha..

Mun~my jimui..
break up again ler..
hope she wil b fine in a short while..
scare she was jz pretendin okie infront of us..
haix..
all hers love oso nt gud..
THOSE GUY ARE SUCK~!!!
hmmp~
let me c dou tat cheras guy..
sure whack him nicely..
tot mun is food or toy..?
F***er..

i love dis song lyrics vry vry d much lor...
so nice so touch~

I missing You..
Gurl even though you right here by my side..
Cause lately it seem
The distance between us is going too wide..

I'm so afraid that you saying it's over
The last thing i wanna to hear

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I wan give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'll do
But i wont ask you to stay
I rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometime you just saying the words
You got something to tell me
Dun keep it inside let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you saying it's over
Gurl i make it easy for you

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I wan to give the whole world
Anything you ask of me I'll do
But i wont ask you to stay
I rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How i wish i could take us back in time
But it's gone too far
Now we can't rewind
I can't make you change your mind

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
But I won't ask you to stay
I rather walk away
I f your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause i wan give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'll do
But I won't ask you to stay
I rather walk away
If your heart's not in it~~~

especially...

[ Please don't try to fake what you don't feel ]
[ I'm so afraid that you saying it's over ]
[ You say that you love me but you are just saying the words ]
[ I can't make you change your mind ]

sumtime these words came out in my life..
fake ppl everywhere..
cant different shapes them..
@,@

realy appreciate last nite u all accompany me..
especially gor.. accompany me til late nite..
[ but duno is i accompany him or he accompany me lar..haha.. ]
TangTang oso..
thx for caring me so much..
although ytd u din how accompany dou me..
but.. when i din reply.. den u cal..
keke.. Thx yaz..
Hmm...
Mun tat sui lui bao~
accompany til half den say wan save money accompany bf..
$.$'''
hmmp~
but oso thz lu..
Jimui mar..

U all dun worry me ler..
i wil b fine..
last time oso can pas..now oso can..
howeva..
thx yaz..
muacksx..
love u all~

你………
不知道怎么说~
对啦对啦~
我忽略你了~我认了~
看得出来你不开心~
当然我知道是关于他的~
只是~
上次我问过~
给你骂说不要说他~
之后~我还哪敢问喔~?
所以就没有问咯~
只有雯问的时候~
我在旁边听~
但是…你却说你只是累了~
他又走了~
这不是你的问题~
是他的~
这样的人~不值得你去牵挂~
但是~
我没有理到你的感受~
就是我的错~
对不起啦琪~
不会有下次了~
姐妹 = 永远的姐妹
不管怎样都好…你在我心目中有一定的位置~
我不可以没有你这个好姐妹~

我分手时…你的陪伴你的安慰是对我的最好鼓励~
还记得你说过一句话…
“现在你哭有什么用…? 心还在就把他追回来…不在的话就说分手…哭是没用的”
虽然你那时候…是用骂得…
相反的…在你最需要我和雯的陪伴的时候~我们却离开了~
虽然说是要上课~因为有experiment要做~
但是放学过后呢..? 我却忘了你的不开心~
我这个当姐妹的…笨吧…?
SORRY MY DEAR JIMUI QII~!!!!
木啊~不会有下次了~

希望你看到这篇东西~
还有你blog那里的东西~
脚养好来~
我们还要跟你一起学车/驾车的~
Shopping啦看戏啦下barcelona [如果你要的话…#.@''']

happie neh 2day..

ahdui~
1st time buy condom for frenz bufday present..
so bou chou~
haha..
howeva...
HAPPIE BUFDAY DOUGLAS~~!!!
15 yrs old ler..
dai gor zai liao~
haha...
hey~
dun 4gt my bufday wor..
din buy me present den kena whack..
blek~
XP..

this few days oso late post ler..
sometime 4got to post..
sometime no mood to post..
sometime busy to post..
sometime....duno wat to post..
quite moody this few days..
many things happen...
but i not goin to mention here..
all sad thing..
except those feeling i realy have for these few days..

however..
those feeling not goin to lost..
especially stress.. but i already cried out ytd..
i know tat it was my wrong being lazy to study..
oso know tat my mother was doin d rite thing..
by pushing me to study even tuition..
so..i not goin to blame her again..
i tryin to get use with those tuition..
i can sure i can do it..
but..ofcz..
sometime...my bad behaviour wil appeared again..
lazy tuition+ing..so...ponteng~~
haha..
nvm..jz a subject..or 2..?
^.^''

i am startin to b hardworkin..
exam comin soon..
hmm~
how abt my relationship..?
errr~~~~~

quite complicated..
I M LOST~!!!
wat can i do..?
ya...definitely i m not angry bout him..
jz...i hate being scolded by him..
and i realy mind it..
but~
izit i realy not care abt him..?
obviously..NOT~
hmm~
but i oso gt scold him..
actually...i dun think is scold..
jz not in a good mood and ans him vry not freindly sentences bah~
izit fair..? i scold him den he scold me back..?
not quite sure..

but 2day...i saw him..
he apologized..
and i jz shake my head..
mean~i lost my anger..
haix...sobx...
if i dun think..mayb..
this relationship can last..
but i cant control to not thinkin..

ytd~suddenly..a moment..
i wanted to say out..
break bah~if so unhappie..
but..i dun hav d guts..
and..
i rmb tat my frenz said...
i giv him eat die die le..[ translate to mandarin ]
mayb no guts oso a good thing bah~
hope so~

i know u r readin my blog..
i not wanting u to tem me or wat..
jz...dun bother...
okie..?
i wil b fine a moment later..