Friday, April 29, 2011 Y 4:25 PM
Finally!
I GOT MY P-LICENSE!
I supposed to get it two weeks ago.
Too bad. D:
I love to hang out with college friends.
But the thing is, we procrastinate our projects.
Tuesday we went to neway.
Wednesday we went to friend's house and LEPAK!
Thursday we went to Pyramid to watch Roommate.
Friday?! I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!
I'm on a holiday mood.
But it seems ending.
Assignments are like hunters.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!
I'm the prey. D:
Test results are coming out soon.
Average? Final?
* WATCH ME DIE *
Monday, April 25, 2011 Y 6:22 PM
Finally.
Things happened in such a sudden.
But it is kinda predictable.
Divorce?
Separate?
Both acceptable.
I knew it since this morning when I was going to college.
At the beginning, I was shocked.
Then cooled down as it had been told for a long time.
Is not time yet for him to leave, so far.
I was so calm and steady, this surprised me.
I laughed with college mates.
I ate a bunch of stuffs.
I went to my MGP meeting.
I even discussed what to wear to college tomorrow with friends.
Look like nothing was happening.
The truth is, he is already packing at home.
Soon, got home and saw those luggage.
Not much feeling though.
I never knew that I was such cold-blooded.
Great mask I have.
Hopefully, things can be fine after all.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011 Y 8:47 PM
Independent Study Unit is driving me crazy.
Presentations, projects, assignments.
On the same due date.
Most of them are on the same week.
I haven't started reading my novel.
The only ISU I have done is the individual presentation.
KNS!
Tests, Quizzes are always on the same week too.
Can the lecturers let us have a kit-kat?!
Back to few days ago.
It was 'Kuan & Yunn's 3rd anniversary.
Hehehe.
I finally received roses which already desired for a long time.
I din't upload much because is just ROSES! :b
I love you very much Darling.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011 Y 8:26 PM
I screwed up already.
Test which is weighted 3.
Damn depressed.
Couldn't understand why make such careless mistakes.
Screwed up weighted 3 test.
Wow.
Never been so down.
Not even down when I got my SPM result.
The same feeling when I failed my driving test.
Is just advanced functions!
Just like you have add math during form 4 & 5.
What so difficult?!
And yet you failed?!
Pam! You are seriously useless.
x & y only what.
Dont you understand factor?!
Not about answering.
Is about working.
Damnit!!
I started to hate myself already.
No matter I work how hard in the following two months.
My grade wouldn't be good anymore.
I care.
Feel like crying afterall.
Monday, April 11, 2011 Y 7:50 PM
" I asked you to study Science stream. See! Now you have choices."
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* Not making offence to anyone *
I have choices to choose for my courses!
Yea right!
IS A LOT!
I can't make up my mind with all these choices.
Law?
Accounting?
Veterinarian science?
Pharmacy?
Finance?
Medical science?
Nutrition?
What about dentistry?!
Pathology?!
What the hell!
By the way, these are actually already in consideration.
I had excluded phsyic courses.
Imagine I get all the courses into consideration?!
Then I would be - Die Trying Dying.
Just because I can actually do anyone of them.
Then I have got into this dilemma situation.
Dilemma?
Hell screw dilemma!
Dilemma is *dua choose satu*.
I'm like *sepuluh choose satu*.
Where's the dice?!
I'm getting frustrated and depressed.
Still!
Ms.Sandra who is my mentor.
Asked me to do my PDP file.
Hell screw PDP!
Since I don't even know what I wanted to do.
How am I gonna finish it by the next personal meeting?
Put me to death please.
