Monday, February 28, 2011 Y 6:12 PM
Is not easy to be me.
In a day, 24 hours, I have around 2-3 hours.
That I can be myself.
You ask me to tell you what's going on.
But will you be listening?
Will you be supportive?
Will you ever try to understand my feeling?
No!
You guys will never try to understand.
A 'No' means NO.
Protective parents?
Abit over.
Ignorance towards child's feeling.
Absolutely!
I have my own feeling.
I wants to be with him, So WHAT'S WRONG?!
What do you espect from me?
Telling that I'm in a relationship with a guy that you don't like?
Or telling you that I'm so in love with him?
What's next if I tell you everything?
LOSE EVERYTHING?
I'm tired of taking risk.
I wants to make a decision of my own.
I wants you to understand and try to accept.
It is not a deal.
It is not a negotiation.
It is a please.
I'm so tired.
Not freedom I want.
Is the understanding of parents I want.
Too bad.
I'll never have what I wanted.
Friday, February 25, 2011 Y 10:41 PM
College's life is not easy.
I'm serious!
Let say, um,
Yesterday, I'm stuck in Wisma due to extremely bad weather.
Soon and later,
He arrived and we had dinner at Asia Cafe.
Walked in the rain.
Is romantic?
I dont think so.
Flu came for visit just after I took my bath.
Tomorrow gonna be my first day of driving.
Exciting! X)
I swear I'm gonna crash on something. Haha!
Crash on a tree I guess. -.-
I love you dear.
No matter how I act in college.
I will not change.
Muacks.
Love ya!
Monday, February 14, 2011 Y 3:19 PM
The Third Valentine Day.
Sounds odd right?
Is mean, the third Valentine I had been through with Him. :)
As usual.
No present. No dating. No dinner.
Valentine = Dad's Birthday.
I had a fight with parents during CNY.
And Duh!
I'm not that easy to be comfort.
They gotta try harder.
Anyway, because of that.
I have totally forgotten about Valentine day.
So, I act usual.
I was so suprised when He sent a sweet message to me.
And greating me Happy Valentine.
If there isn't a fight.
I think I'll probably expecting roses instead of message.
X)
Happy Valentine Dearest Darling!
Monday, February 7, 2011 Y 1:42 AM
孤独的夜.
这种感觉似曾相识.
好多问题, 堆在眼前.
最想要的人, 给不了承诺.
只怪当初, 爱上不该爱上的人.
我, 不该被爱.
爱上我没有好结果.
给不了最爱的人想要的普通情侣生活.
却只能苦苦哀求不要离开.
这, 软弱的我.
想要潇洒的放走自己爱的人.
到最后.
原来, 我是多么的自私.
无比的心碎.
崩溃.
Thursday, February 3, 2011 Y 9:59 PM
Not having fun at all this CNY.
Where is the CNY feel?
Come on!
Give me some!
I want some of them, just a little perhaps.
Umm, I'm so tired today.
*red angpau* I got today, just around RM60.
GOD!!
Nowadays people are so greedy. T.T
I actually really want to go my dear's house.
Unfortunately, *sigh*
Just drop a post cause I'm bored.
Eheee~
