Friday, January 28, 2011 Y 9:29 PM
You know what?
It's exhausted.
I keep using that word because it is the best to describe.
That means I'M DAMN EXHAUSTED!
It seemed,
I have only half day free to log on to my blog.
Oww, wait, only at night. -.-
Some of my friends are even busier.
Since 1/1/2011, we are so busy.
I tried to remember all my classmate's name.
Honestly, I can't.
Example, I went into the elevator today.
A guy ( I guess his name is Brandon ), say.
'' Hey Pam!''
Then I was like, ummmm..
He kinda dissapoint when I can't remember his name.
I wanna say, I'm so sorry!
I speak Korean Language to Korean friends.
Omg!
'Annio' ' KamSamAmita' -.-
I accidentally say 'Hey' when my lecturer called my name.
He ans: 'HEY! haha!'
So, at the end, we laughed. X)
Kinda enjoy the moment.
Not when assignments pop up of course.
It is a disaster!!
Gotta run 'again'.
Oh, once upon a time,
I didn't give a damn,
But now, here we are,
What do you want from me? :)
Friday, January 21, 2011 Y 3:59 PM
The first week in Taylors gone. :)
I enjoyed alot.
Umm, guess what?
I have assignment. *Oh Shit*
Gotta finish 'Lord of The Flies' by the end of the weekend.
We were like, Ohhhh Myyyy Godddd !
These days are just very hard and tough for me.
New school.
New environment.
New friends from everywhere.
Arguments at night with Him almost everyday.
All kinds of workshop/briefing.
My L lisence just 'ngam ngam' delivered to my instructor.
Gonna take the practice for P exam after CNY.
It is really tough when everything is on your mind at the same time,
And you can't get rid of them,
Then you just have to work on them due to no other choice,
To get everything fixed.
I'm kinda soft this week.
Crying almost every night.
Anyway,
Is cool.
Those textbooks for CPU course is hell expensive.
If you ever seen a notice mentioned 'books for sale',
And your course textbooks is one of the books,
You will DEFINITELY say THANK GOD! ;)
I found 3 second hand books and 1 GC.
GC is actually meant Graphic Calculator.
But my friend said is 'Gold Calculator'.
Because, it costs RM460 for a new one. (Phew, >,<'')
So, basically, umm.
First week ended like that.
Books, Calculator, Ice breaking games.
I will survive in those courses, HOPEFULLY! :)
Monday, January 17, 2011 Y 4:52 PM
Literally, I have fun.
Not much, but still... yea, fun !
Timetable is out.. :(
The time for me is SUCKS!!
My class starts at 8.00am & ends at 2.15pm..
*provided there are none activities or briefing going on*
Hell SUCKS!!
Need to wake up at 5.30am tomorrow onwards..
About 6.40am have to leave the house..
F !! It's even earlier than my mother !!
The senior told us, the lift is very slow..
And I have prove it..
I took the stairs to go down from level 6..
When I reached ground floor, those who took the lift,
WERE JUST COMING OUT FROM THE LIFT !
Guess what?!
I'm gonna slim down by running up and down the stairs !
Haha !!
Pathetic hur?! :(
Met some new friends of course..
None of them are from puchong, not even selangor..
Kuantan and Terrenganu..
Even from indonesia..
That's SCARED me !!
Haha !
I'll love this kind of life ! X)
Thursday, January 6, 2011 Y 1:29 AM
其实, 本来, 今天会是蛮开心的..
虽然给老爸骂到飞天..
我看见他了..
我以为他会开心..
但是, 他觉得我在当他是救生圈..
我真得很需要他..
从没想过, 有他的日子里,
心里寂寞的感觉却加深了..
他说的每一句话,
告诉着我, 他不会撑得了那种见不到的日子了..
这一年, 会是我和他最难过的日子吧..
他说, 挨的人是他..
那么我呢?
为了他, 我放弃了读医的想法..
做兽医的梦想..
怎么, 他会觉得他在我心中不重要?
怎么会觉得他比我的朋友还不如?
失望透顶了..
我一直以为, 我们可以一直这样下去..
原来在他的心里, 这样不行..
顿时, 所谓的自信心没了..
所谓的安全感也没了..
我也有在付出啊 !
可能不比他多吧..
看来, 今晚又会失眠了..
现在只能看一步走一步..
万一, 他真的撑不住了..
也得放手..
爱上我, 应该是他的不幸运吧..
你能看见我打出来的字,
但你看不见键盘上的眼泪..
Saturday, January 1, 2011 Y 11:20 PM
Considered as the finest new year eve so far !
Guess I will miss all my friends !
Hardly see them in the future..
There were load of activities nowadays..
For examples, New year eve..
All jimui and of course their partner too, went to sunway pyramid yesterday..
Watched ' Just Call Me Nobody ',
Hell yeah ! ( That movie sucks )
The one and only scene which is funny is on the beginning..
The " One dollar " part..
Well, Then we got into station 1 to have beer..
Rainforest is expensive..
Some of them were drunk, HAHA !! ( Not me )
At the beginning, I actually don't wanna play spray..
But people will definitely spray you no matter you have spray or not..
So, as a defensive thingy or also revenge thingy..
It was a "war".. :)
So weird, there are absence of photos between jimui..
Is only me and him.. -.-
Eventually, he became 'snowman' at the end of the spray-ing war..
Ha~
01012011
I want Christmas again
