Monday, November 9, 2009 Y 8:15 PM
又来了…
现在要怎么办…?
好像很快要没了所有我在乎的人…
姐妹，对不起…
可能不能跟你们一起毕业了…
在尽量争取着…
转去有宿舍的学校…
老公，对不起…
可能不能够陪你过生日了…
也不可能在过年的时候，陪你回家…
如何的成绩…又怎样…
想要的自由，永远不在…
认识什么人，都必须要有他们的准许…
现在是怎样…??
口上会说，
This is your life.. You going to make your own decision..
做的一套呢..??
You muz folo wat i said.. Bcuz I said so..!!
Mommy.. you told me you been through all this..
But what you done for me..?
Grounded and wanna transfer school for me..??
Is this wat grandma and grandpa did..??
Welll.. All right..
I listen to you..!!
Bcuz YOU SAID SO..!!!!
Fine..!!
You seem like wan me to lost everyone..
And stayed wif both of you..
Why..?! Izit loneliness suit me..?
It's been a long while i'm always alone..
Due to i'm d oni child and both of you love to go out without me..
Since i was born.. i hav been sufferin in your RULES!!
Wat you said i muz folo..
Wat you wan i muz get it..
Everything..!! Because YOU SAID SO..!!!
All the while.. I almost folo everything you said..
Jux bcuz you said so..
Both of you said i being so bad..
Izit...??
I jux folo my feelin.. i wan my freedom..!!
Ya..!! Both of you let me hav wat i wish to hav..
But NOT freedom..!!!!
I'm vry tired with dis..
You wan to transfer school.. okay..
You wan me not to mix with my frenz.? No way..
You wan me to study..? I try my best..
Wat you wan d next..??
Study well..? Study hard..? Study smart..?
Now it's too early to go to bed..
I jux can say.. I do my best..
But i realy cant get an A.. Sorry!!
