this few days oso late post ler..
sometime 4got to post..
sometime no mood to post..
sometime busy to post..
sometime....duno wat to post..
quite moody this few days..
many things happen...
but i not goin to mention here..
all sad thing..
except those feeling i realy have for these few days..

however..
those feeling not goin to lost..
especially stress.. but i already cried out ytd..
i know tat it was my wrong being lazy to study..
oso know tat my mother was doin d rite thing..
by pushing me to study even tuition..
so..i not goin to blame her again..
i tryin to get use with those tuition..
i can sure i can do it..
but..ofcz..
sometime...my bad behaviour wil appeared again..
lazy tuition+ing..so...ponteng~~
haha..
nvm..jz a subject..or 2..?
^.^''

i am startin to b hardworkin..
exam comin soon..
hmm~
how abt my relationship..?
errr~~~~~

quite complicated..
I M LOST~!!!
wat can i do..?
ya...definitely i m not angry bout him..
jz...i hate being scolded by him..
and i realy mind it..
but~
izit i realy not care abt him..?
obviously..NOT~
hmm~
but i oso gt scold him..
actually...i dun think is scold..
jz not in a good mood and ans him vry not freindly sentences bah~
izit fair..? i scold him den he scold me back..?
not quite sure..

but 2day...i saw him..
he apologized..
and i jz shake my head..
mean~i lost my anger..
haix...sobx...
if i dun think..mayb..
this relationship can last..
but i cant control to not thinkin..

ytd~suddenly..a moment..
i wanted to say out..
break bah~if so unhappie..
but..i dun hav d guts..
and..
i rmb tat my frenz said...
i giv him eat die die le..[ translate to mandarin ]
mayb no guts oso a good thing bah~
hope so~

i know u r readin my blog..
i not wanting u to tem me or wat..
jz...dun bother...
okie..?
i wil b fine a moment later..